All I Had I Gave

WAKE ME UP FROM THIS ILLUSION
THAT I CANNOT HANDLE ANYMORE
MAKE ME MOVE FROM ALL THE TENSION
THAT MAKES ME HATE MYSELF EVEN MORE

I’VE BEEN QUESTIONING MYSELF A LOT
SOMEWHERE, SOMEHOW MY SOUL BEGINS TO ROT
UNEXPLAINABLE, INDESCRICABLE
I’M TURNING INTO THIS MONSTER THAT I’M NOT

I AM BETTER THAN
WHAT I HAVE BECOME
FAR WORSE THAN
WHERE I’M FROM

LET ME INFECT THE WOUNDS I MADE
ALL I KNOW IS ALL I HAD I GAVE
IN REALITY, WOE IS ME
IT WAS YOU I WAS TRYING TO SAVE

ALL THESE WALLS WERE BUILT FROM BEING GUILTY
ANOREXIA OF THE SOUL
I SEEK WATER FOR MY SINFUL TONGUE
FOR THIS MALEVOLENCE CAN’T BE CONTROLLED

I WILL TAKE THIS ALL TO MY GRAVE
THIS IS FOR THE SOULS THAT CAN’T BE SAVED
LET THE WORLD BURN AT MY FEET
FOR IN THE END, ALL I HAD I GAVE

ALL I HAD I GAVE

THIS HEART IS DEAD AND ALL IS DONE
FOR ALL I KNOW IS I’M NOT THE ONLY ONE
THERE WILL BE BETTER DAYS THAN THIS
WIPE THE BLOODSTAINS FROM YOUR WRISTS

LET ME INFECT THE WOUNDS I MADE
ALL I KNOW IS ALL I HAD I GAVE
IN REALITY, WOE IS ME
IT WAS YOU I WAS TRYING TO SAVE